Perfectly in love

I was the smiling little girl everything went easy for the audiences’ eyes
tears never came out of my eyes…pain never showed in my face
But the back stage was dark, shadows roamed here and there..
No one saw me crying into the curtains all worn out…


On a one holy month they gave me a new chapter
I was the heroine and u were the prince charming
Sun started to shine so the days become brighter
true smiles drew in my face despite the make up


never realized how lonely I felt till you came along
never thought that I’d fall everyday so deeply
but now I know how greedy I am for ur touch
oh now I know that heaven is inside your arms


True it’s the beginning of our first episode
my fingers are carving to get hold of the full script
where mirrors will break down and shadows will still dwell
but I’ll be alright ‘cause I have you here with me


Audience may cheer they may cry they may get bored..
but all that matters to me now is that
I live, I smile and I love, this is the story of our lives
where we write every dialogue and we mean every moment


here we are just anther two imperfect lovers
but unlike any other perfectly in love.

One last request

Her fingers ran through the bars of the window
Disappointment, clearly written on her face
she looked down, at her own shadow
relieved, she felt looking at her own dark figure


Salty, it tasted for all these years
fire, she felt with every breath she took
weary; of looking for things far gone
trough the bars she gave one last look


Struggling to come out, burning inside
ghosts of her memories growling with madness
alone, as no one care to stand beside
gone, far away the ones who cared


Wild she felt, Desperate to let out,
cried out loud, screamed till throat burns
no one heard, no one bothered to look around
she let out her one last breath


Grasping her bleeding heart, she murmured
one last request which no one heard
“you who didn’t shed a tear with me…
do not shed tears for me when I can not”

is it The End?

I met you


when I needed a friend

I kept my faith...

hoped and dreamt

lived in a dreamland

enchanted by ur charms...

I was numb

for not to realize

that I danced on ur tune…

I was the puppet u used

to let out ur warth...

from the foes

I did not know…

You hit me behind my back

you stabbed my bleeding heart

not once…

not twice…

you quenched ur thirst

from my blood...

victorious u are

from my own faults

for its me

who ran behind fairy lights

when all the stars were shining for me

for I was blindfolded

by ur charm

by ur sweet words

to see

the evil behind a innocent mask.

Pity for the innocent lives

ur about to haunt ..

for I know you now..

so it ended..

with the cup of glory in ur hand

but is it the end?

Hairy heart.

He was the warlock, blessed and charming..
She was the princess, cursed but loving..
Fate let them meet, on an untrodden path
happiness and smiles he gave to her life
days with hopes, smiles and love….

Beware my friends, this ain’t a fairy tale..

so came the midnight, the princess had to leave..
‘Cause fairy gifts doesn’t last forever..

Warlock he was with the broken heart…
but still enjoyed the ball… though he searched..
for the princess in long lost dessert..
he quenched his thirst from the mirages on the way..

Tired from searching, his heart became hairy..
Grown strange from the long exile…
blind and savaged in the darkness..
Grown strong and perverse..no love can heal..

Eager to see her love.. breaking all the spells…
princess came back to the castle..

oh beware my friends, this ain’t a fairy tale

The hairy heart could see her love no more
she didn’t have to climb the stairs, to realize the truth..
So she took the shoe from the stair, just the way it has left..
Without leaving any clue to track her down..
If any spell heals his heart…
she’ll be gone..No more forgotten shoes of hope..

Leaving the warlock in the ball..
Leaving him with maids..From far away lands..
She left the castle and the hairy heart..
Keeping her memories.. Close to her heart..
to the untrodden village.. where she belongs..
just to find her fairy is gone..

Told u my friends..this ain’t a fairy tale..
happily ever after is not the end.

Potion of love

I took the goblet from his hand
Filled it with blood of my own
mixed,
two spoons of sorrows
cup of happiness
one drop of tear
and
a cauldron full of blood….
of his own,
willingly given.

I stirred till the cauldron cries
filled it to the goblet
took a sip…
two…
three…

there goes the fire down
the sensation…
the temptation…

Oh at last
I took the potion of love!

Dancing with triumph…flying in madness
my lips were calling for his name

“where are you my love…?
Look I took the potion…
now I feel ur love…”

Through the tears of my glory
I saw the soul of my love…
leaving the cold body at my feet…
in a river of his own blood
Shed for my name…

I Need You

I looked for you...
here
there
everywhere...

Your shoulders to cry
your kind words of courage
your love to live

Until I came across
with the so cold truth

you have gone
gone forever...
unreachable,
untouchable
leaving me alone

yet i feel you...
yet i want you...
because our bond
unbreakable and so sacred

so here i am...
trying to draw your picture
on the sand
as the waves comes and touch my feet

how much i wish
u can be that wave
and hug me tight

i want to be in your secure hands
want to listen to ur heart beat
want to feel your love
at this very moment

wish u can hear me
coz i need you
i need you
more than ever...

You

I have two eyes
to stare at your's

and solve the mysterious riddles

behind them..

I have two ears

to listen

to ur fragile voice

which trickles my ear drums...

I have two hands

to hold you tight

and never let go......

I have two legs

to walk with you

in this journey called life.....

I have one heart

to beat with your heart

to the melody of love.....

but........

I do not have you..

Been with you and I’ll be with you

I can’t remember how u ran around
with ur tiny feet
and letting me to chase
I can’t remember how ur tiny fingers touched my face
and smiled at me
with your sparkling little eyes
I can’t remember hearing ur little voice
calling for my name
I can’t remember those sweet days
for I wasn’t there with u……

Yet he couldn’t keep us apart..he who stole the ones I loved
no more could see my sorrows..
‘coz u came along.. bit late..but never too late
So here we are..
Fighting for slightest things but forgotten end of the day..
Sharing our sorrows and laughter like two best friends..
Laughing at the way fate plays with our hearts yet challenging it..

So here I say..
Thanks for the moments you gave me
for the seconds you have been with me..
Been with you and I’ll be with you
forever: holding the light
to show u the way..
‘coz when u talk I hear that voice
‘coz when u smile I see that face
of my little brother..

The Lost One

Once upon a time, heroes we were
knights among peasants of king’s land
Time filled with life, till the battle came inline
we vow, “fight till death die as one”

here I am standing in a battlefield
looking towards the fallen heroes
No weapons in my hand
No armors to save me from foes

I see the victorious going towards the horizon
I hear the chants, they say I belong with them
no one to look back, unlock the shackles
shield me till I get on to my horse

so here I am standing
looking towards the sun of victory
desperate to find my white horse
wondering to decipher one riddle,

am I the Lost One?